I'm sure everyone is sick of hearing about my grandma drama... I am too.. but it's back. Last week she was pretty depressive but was okay, I was over there and she was being nice to me. I went home which is next door, a few hours later I called over there and no answer. I then walked over there and all the doors were locked, no lights, etc. I came back home and called again. I than got the house keys, she had the latches locked (which she never does) given her history, I wasn't going to let this go, so I looked in the window as I dialed her house again, and I saw my grandmother wide awake, looking at the caller id, then laying the phone back down.. this made me confused. I than left a message on her answering machine telling her that I could see her etc... long story short I threatened to call the police if she didn't answer the phone to let me know she was NOT suicidal. Now yesterday I drove her to see her psychologist...the entire ride up there I got to hear how she loved me so much, and how she is so "neglected and mistreated" by MY MOTHER.. that is a lie, and it hurts. I told her not to talk to me about that.. that I love my mom. Than on the ride home I got to hear about how my mom is not there for her etc... I was crying, and she just said "you're my doll" I wanted to scream!!!! She was clearly enjoying this. My mom does not neglect her, she just has healthy boundries unlike me because I'm scared of her. The boundries that my mom has aren't even what a typical person would call healthy, she's just not as scared of grandma as I am..she's still scared, and gets hurt alot.
Today grandma calls because she thinks she's having blood pressure problems. This turned into an all day event. I was there from 10am until 3pm... than I left!!! I had an appt so I left early with Kailey. When I came home the phone rang.. It was grandma, she just said "come over" and hung up.. My mom was picking up prescriptions for her at Kmart at the same time so I had to go over... Chris was home and watched Kailey. She was coughing, and trying to throw up.. I am emetaphobic!!!!! always have been.. GRANDMA KNOWS THIS!!! once she saw that I was trying so hard to get the washcloths and shaking and crying, she stopped with the fake gagging..then mom came back from the pharmacy...
Now grandma decided that she is short of breath and mom is taking her to the ER. Suncoast...
I'm so over the drama! I will be so sad and regretful is something is really the matter, but more times than not, this is a game.. attention seeking behavior. Why is it that these doctors don't see it? Maybe they will this time and maybe they can help her for her sake and for our sanity. I'm just so tired of this.
Today grandma calls because she thinks she's having blood pressure problems. This turned into an all day event. I was there from 10am until 3pm... than I left!!! I had an appt so I left early with Kailey. When I came home the phone rang.. It was grandma, she just said "come over" and hung up.. My mom was picking up prescriptions for her at Kmart at the same time so I had to go over... Chris was home and watched Kailey. She was coughing, and trying to throw up.. I am emetaphobic!!!!! always have been.. GRANDMA KNOWS THIS!!! once she saw that I was trying so hard to get the washcloths and shaking and crying, she stopped with the fake gagging..then mom came back from the pharmacy...
Now grandma decided that she is short of breath and mom is taking her to the ER. Suncoast...
I'm so over the drama! I will be so sad and regretful is something is really the matter, but more times than not, this is a game.. attention seeking behavior. Why is it that these doctors don't see it? Maybe they will this time and maybe they can help her for her sake and for our sanity. I'm just so tired of this.